A little more than two years later
What do you know. I gave up trying to conceive after my second failed ivf attempt. And I got pregnant naturally a year later. Cried everyday till I hit 13 weeks bcos I thought it was God's joke and that he would take it away once I believed it was true. But now he's one and he's so funny and lovely and every bit me and my hubby. 10years. Who would have thought I would be one of those stories. Anyway, I still hate work and have been feeling bummed lately, but I've decided to updatethis blog that has helped me through my darkest moments, in case anyone stumbles upon this and needs a little hope. Don't stop believing.
posted by AnnieSeed at 8:22 PM
10 Comments:
Annie! I am so happy for you!
Wow just looking... I can't believe your last post was three years ago... And you have a little baby boy!!
I still think of you sometimes, and when I do, I wonder what happened, or how you are, etc.
... And you have a little baby boy!!! :D
I am sorry that work is getting you down, but I'm just... I'm just made up for you, I really am :)
You're a mother :) A mum, a mummy, a mother :) Oh it really did use to upset me, you know, when I thought of you and everything. I think you were perhaps the first person who made me think about those things so deeply, and that, perhaps is just one reason why I always thought of you when such subjects came up. And now... Now there is a happy ending to that story!
It is no longer "Anything but you" :)
My life is very good, thank you; so different now.
It still catches me, sometimes, when I think about how much change and growth there has been. In one year, in two years, in five years... Such amazing years. I wonder how much more will change in another year? Or two? Or five?
Only time will tell, of course, but it excites and enthuses me :)
Funny, I guess. Two people, different countries, different lives, different stories to tell. And yet, both stories started due to pain and the desire to talk without knowing where or how.
Both those stories have ended. We each have many new stories to tell, I am sure :)
I am happy for you, Annie :) I am happy for you :)
xxx
IM, you don't know how glad I am to hear from you!!! That was very much part of the reason I updated this blog just to hear from you in case you read my blog. I was so happy but yet sad in a way when I read your final and only post, kind of how I felt at the end of the Truman Show.
I am so happy to hear you're doing fine. Yes I'm a mommy now and I can't believe it still. He is the coolest baby.
In the strangest way you were my friend in mourning, and I wish the best for you always. Keep faith. When you're in the dumps, remember me. Oh yeah. Work still sucks.
Yes indeed, I'm afraid there's no getting rid of me that easily ;)
"When you're in the dumps, remember me."
Ahh, this from the woman who had a fear of being remembered!
Your story, Annie, was one that touched me at so many levels that you were never likely to be forgotten in a hurry ;) Everytime I think of you now, it is accompanied by a smile :) xxx
It's been a long time Annie, but just stuck my head through the virtual door as I passed ;) Hope you and the family are well :)
-Monkfish, Oct. 2014 xx
Hey you! I was just thinking of you, or rather your name just popped in my head about two hours ago, and then I checked my mail and saw that you'd left a comment on my pretty much neglected blog.Telepathy, you think?
Yes, things are well here, but life still continues to scare me ...haha.
Hope you've been doing well too. Glad to see that you've decided to 'unlock' the treasure that was your 'old' blog. Brings back many memories reading your posts and mine, some of them sad but all of them so authentic.
Maybe I'll start posting some new entries soon. It's just that most times these days I struggle to be coherent.
By the way, that last entry ( and this one) should be dated 5/10/2014
Y'know, I saw that pretty soon after you commented. And then it went right out my head and I forget.
I get distracted very easWOW LOOK AT THAT DOG! IT'S GOT A HAPPY WAGGY TAIL!
I thought of you the other day... I bought the Best of The Cure the other day. It was like £3. Bargain ;)
Good grief! Was it really a month and a half since you wrote that? Where DOES the time go?
It's funny, isn't it, those random connections. Someone once mentioned synchronicity to me, and I've always found it kinda fascinating. :)
I started writing this post many hours ago and now my brain is shot and I have no idea what else I was going to say. But I'm going to hit send because I've said SOMETHING.
Eugh. Work is toooo busy...!
Hi again, Annie. I have to admit, my knowledge of Singapore is limited. I'm not sure whether you celebrate the New Year on 1st January? But regardless, I wish you one anyway :) I hope things are good for you and yours.
I'm not sure what I want from 2015. I think so long as I feel it moves forwards, I'll be happy by the end of it. :)
Ta ta for now... :)
In case it wasn't obvious, I meant that I wish you a happy new year. Not just a 1st January, or a new year. Those things kind of just happen regardless ;) Happy New Year :)
I'm just gonna leave this here ;)
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Monkfish
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